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2 years on
Hi It’s been two years since my breakdown and am I where I thought I would be ? Or the psychiatrist or therapist. I can sense frustration from them , feel like they want me to try harder like I’m just coasting and every days not a struggle . Smiling , doing odd jobs ,Continue reading “2 years on”
Ripples
Hi Know what I hate ? I hate how this illness spreads out and touches everyone around you with the same bony black finger that’s always poking at me . Hate it ! Makes me feel sick .
Is feeling better, better ?
Hi . I am in a very weird place just now I feel like I have split in two ! On one hand I am starting to …. not feel better , but function again and this is the problem !. I have days now when I feel like a brand new day has dawnedContinue reading “Is feeling better, better ?”
Damaged
Hi I have been thinking a lot lately that I am damaged now ! Damaged by the illness , does it do that ? Does it damage your brain permanently ? It’s strange as you live each day to stay alive , stay on top but one thing comes along and your straight back intoContinue reading “Damaged”
Loneliness Is My Norm hr635
Originally posted on Hidemi’s Rambling by Hidemi Woods:
The nearest grocery store from my home is a 25-minute walk away. That small local store carried a sale on eggs at one dollar for ten. I walked there with my partner to get them. Since my town is so small and rural, there are usually…
This ones all over the place !!
Friday : Felt really uncomfortable and very panicked the later it got and nearer bed time , it was getting worse, fell asleep 6:45 got lost in the hall I was confused and got in a panic really trying to keep myself together for Ann so she can get a bit peace , don’t wantContinue reading “This ones all over the place !!”
Loneliness
Hi I still can’t get my head round the fact that it doesn’t matter how many people I am around , I still feel so lonely , like I’m the only person on the planet ! Depression does many things to you , it takes what somewhere far away I know is the truth ,Continue reading “Loneliness”
Writing just keeps me hanging on … ( lots of notes )
Taken in aggregate, a small bump in the road can easily be understood as something which would prompt somebody to commit suicide. While you might say to somebody who’s lost their job “just get another job” it’s actually much more complicated than that: most people are only one or two unfortunate and mostly unintentional (Continue reading “Writing just keeps me hanging on … ( lots of notes )”
Simple message
When we’re alone our sorrows can bring out our darkest selves , but sharing our hearts lights a better way …….. Thanks